sometimes i really annoy myself. why the hell do i like to push people’s buttons and then don’t like the fact that they get mad or irritated with me?
also, i also annoy myself with all the white lies. i can lie with a straight face. most people can’t even say that i am lying. or kidding around for that matter.
when i have god awful boring days, i feel the need to amuse myself. gets me into trouble usually.. need to work on blowing my restlessness in other things..

