as i try to go to bed, and think about leaving coe for a semester to participate in the Oak Ridge Science Semester, I have mixed feelings. I feel happy about the new experience that i’m going to have. i feel sad that i won’t see my friends for so long. i am worried about a new place with unfamiliar surroundings and people. i feel dissappointed that i couldn’t spend the amount of time I wanted with some people that I wanted to reconnect with. i feel anxious about the first few weeks at the lab.
and i am feeling all of this at once.
[Listening to: Holiday - The Get Up Kids - Something To Write Home About (3:29)]
